i love the way you remind people about the rainy weather,
telling people to take care and not catch a cold,
i love the way you smile from behind the hidden
where no one is supposed to see your cheeks blush,
i love the way sing along to your cellphone's ringtone,
before you let it all go with a sheepish laugh,
i love the way your hair falls into your eyes,
the way they cover part of your face,
i love the way you hold the other's hand,
how you take it so gently into yours,
though it isn't mine.

(: so it's like this, i can keep wishing you were here.

edit: it's not a poem. i repeat, NOT. so let's leave it as a list of sentences, broken up with a push of the ENTER button, yey?

last night, i cried to sleep while listening to 'Miseinen' and 'Best friends'. especially during the part where the guitar solos come in and the part where everyone sings together. the songs always give me a feeling of a 'conclusion', like the feeling of something that's parting or coming to an end, and it makes me sad. and so it makes me wanna hug my 5 awesome gazeguys T-T

random: FINALLY MY NEW GLASSES ARE DONE! NO MORE SQUINTING OF EYES THANK GOODNESS! 8D

...um

my words and my thoughts are fading. they're fading away from me, they're fading away from everyone else. they'll never get through to those that needs to hear them. because they never seem to make anymore sense (even to me), i'll just leave it there and stop trying to explain myself.

all i'm left with are unspoken emotions and feelings, but they don't do me any good. for now they're of no use to me, i don't want them.

come mend what's broken if you could.

sorry, i'm just emo lately >.>;; need a dosage of jrock.

{ C }
the kind of girl who mopes around about stuff ALOT
& somedays on mute mode

A LEFT-HANDER WHO FEEDS ON JROCK :D

Is a caffeine addict, & doesn't mind giving up talking for good. With not much self-confidence to start with, her ugly teeth upset her a lot but she plans to do nothing about it. Cheap thrills include rainy days, graphic designing, writing & a little dosage of her jrock darlings. Can conjure up some really good shit in her mind sometimes, but has problems putting them onto paper and into reality. Overall an average kid who's neither here nor there in everything she does, & gets bothered by it sometimes. Has trouble finding her direction in life. Mostly negative and wishes to be more apathetic. Currently finding a way to start a new life in Japan, with a different name.

Still likes to talk to inanimate things like her stuffed penguin.

♥REITA,
just because.

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